Tonight I was talking with God, I was asking for forgiveness because I’ve failed Him again. I’ve broken His heart again when I told Him I won’t. It seems like I’ve been loving Him in a lukewarm way since school is getting in my nerves, daily activities, and i’m so tired. But Jesus loves me so much He looks after me when I don’t. He loves me when I love Him lukewarm-ingly. He listens to me, invites me back to Him although I don’t deserve Him. He cleanses me when I ask Him to. He sings me lullabies when I can’t sleep. He caresses me through the winds when I seek for comfort. He paints me a beautiful sky even though i’m too busy to even look to the heavens to seek Him, at night He gives me the stars. And you know what sucks. What sucks is that I feel hurt that i’m not loving Him the way He should be loved. I’m not loving Him the way that He deserves. But He is just there telling me “don’t look at yourself, don’t look at your failures, look at Me, just look at Me.” And you know what’s amazing about that, though I am like Gomer, though I am a mess, He just loves me. He just does and I feel that. I feel the Holy Spirit tell me that. He loves me. He really loves me.
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